So I spent the weekend in Spokane, not exactly what I planned, but it was good nonetheless to have girl time with my best friend. What I did realize....I missed school. SO surprised about that. I missed my friends and my campus and my classes that I felt I was actually getting something that was valuable to my spiritual life and not just my career. This weekend really made me appreciate SPU and what it has to offer despite that I don't agree with their theological views and some of their political views. I still miss my home, and I still am trying to pray through where I am supposed to be next year. Part of this I'm sure is my unwillingness to put my whole heart into my time here at SPU. I cant help think at the end of every day how much I would rather be at home with the love of my life. I know God has something for me here, what that something is....I don't know yet.
Psalm 139:23
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts
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Looking back, I'm sorry this weekend did not go the way either of us had planned. I'm sure I could throw around a bazillion excuses, and I'm pretty good at that, but it was just a funny time to be back. Everyone was just getting back to being on campus and everyone had their minds set on going out, but I promise that's not all we do. What did I do this weekend? Stay in and watch movies... all weekend. Didn't leave my dorm. :)
ReplyDeletei miss you love, hopefully you'll get to come by soon! My friends are trying to organize a drive to seattle sometime, but we'll see how that goes!